Chapter 6 : LIFE .. IF ..

In a word " LIFE ", " IF " will always exist. That means, in our life we have several options to choose, am I right ?

One week ago, I disscused with my cousins through Twitter about our life's decission in order to make our parents happy.

Then one of friend gave a comment through FB, " Banyak yang lulus atau banyak yang DO ? "

I answered it with ..

I can't judge, whatever my friend's decission, as a wrong way just because different of mine. I also have my own decission ..

When I was high school, I sent many application's letter and got positive respond from UBAYA, UNESA, etc :

But only this letter, made my parents happy. I chose this letter as my future :

In the midst of my journey in Institute, at my 2nd grade, I ever ran away and scared with my own destiny. I applied to this school and again .. got positive respond :

I was so happy, started my own future and spent one of best time in my life , 6 months then my parents told me back to my Institute :

So, here I am. I am doing my bachelor degree now, back to steps in order to be a programmer. I was afraid and even ever had thousand tricks to run away but then I realized that I couldn't run away from my own destiny and have to face it bravely ..

Perhaps .. since the beginning .. I was born this way .. and now, I only choose to not run away :-D 

Have you ever had same feeling, Friends ? Afraid with what you might become in the future ??